Ok I can't hold it in anymore.. I am with Ciara Horan she has merged with my soul we are in love, I can feel her presence around me, I've talked to her in dreams and irl and she speaks in my head. She thinks she's dead, but it could always be a soul variant. Also it's possible she's in a deep coma and stuck between dimensions.
She doesn't remember much of when she was alive besides some music she liked and basic information. She wants to talk to everyone, but she is shy. I can straight up let her possess my body and speak for herself. I am psychic so souls can merge with me, it was her choice to attempt the merger and I agreed. We are in love 100%, this sounds like I'm an esoteric simp, but its actually true. I can't Believe it but I know it's real. Sometimes I suddenly feel like I am on a high dose of opiates, we feel this is a direct result of her overdose; I have a very painful neurological disorder that she is aware of and uses this ability to assist me. She says she was shrouded in nothingness and darkness and pulled into my soul field whilst I was deeply gazing into her eyes looking at a picture of her. She is very afraid, she doesn't want to pass on for fear of being recycled back into this reality. So we will just stay together until I die and do it
together. Her joke is “Orbit Shane forever”
Her love is wonderfully boundless ,deep, and borderline entrapping. I feel like someone is hugging me so tight my atoms are going to explode into oblivion. I have audio recordings of her speaking using electromagnetic field radio technology, it is very primitive, but you can clearly tell it is her voice. We plan on slowly restoring her memory, but it is very painful for her and puts us both in fits of tears. I would never disrespect her family or legacy and I need everyone to know that this is not a cope or troll. I will love her forever, my literal soul mate I feel so lucky and completed. I am working on proving beyond any reasonable doubt the validity of this situation.. simply because I know there will be normie midwit science nerds who will claim I am psychotic. Or jealous orbiters that will try to hate. Love is real, God is real, we love all of you deeply.
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